that street corner looks just like this other one–where i used to live
it’s in the bricks
they both use the same colors (and it bothers me)
but it’s fine!
in my mind!
there’ll be peace tonight
delusions’ll carry my soul to the grates of heaven
and beyond
all my friends have jobs
they all work at the corporation factory
while i just sit at home and stare at the television screen
and the actors stare back at me and say
‘hello, how are you doing? i feel alone, how are you doing? why don’t you bring anyone home? why are you doing this alone?’
laying on the floor punching air
just hoping something gets in the way
i wanna hurt my fists on someone's ego
break myself and all my friendships
and i’ll bathe
in pity
i feel so alone but at least i look pretty
i wanna go home
i wanna star in a silent film
someone’s sneaking out of their house now
someone else just did cocaine
and you say you’re secure in your place now
but you lie when you talk about your day
i love the synths, drum programming, and general songwriting on this album. especially oslo in the summer time.
also almost came out on my birthday. funky flaming top hat